//i know there's more to say//

"i can explain."

2009-06-16T03:51:00.000-07:00

It doesn't matter how far apart we are now
You can add up all the miles in between
If you take a good look all around now
All you see is you and me
When I look at myself in the mirror
I see you standing there smiling at me
And I'm right back at the beginning
Lost inside this memory
I won't ever let go, all that I want to hold onto
That we belong together
Like the moon and stars and midnight
We'll be strong forever
Cuz we belong together
Whoa, whoa... whoa whoa
Doesn't matter how long that it takes you
Cuz I'll always be right by your side
And weven when darkness awaits you
I'll be there to be your light
It's a hard lonely road
When you're standing outside in the cold
That we belong together
Like the moon and stars and midnight
We'll be strong forever
Cuz we belong together
Whoa, whoa... whoa whoa
Sometimes it's hard to learn to let go
Life always knows the right moments to show you what you needed
And we belong together
Like the moon and stars and midnight
And we belong together
Like the moon and stars and midnight
We'll be strong forever
Cuz we belong together
Whoa, whoa... whoa whoa

-"Together" by Michelle Branch
//The Sisterhood of Travelling Pants 2 OTS//
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I guess what I'm trying to say is, I tried to keep intouch
as much as I can to make you feel that i'm still here..

I tried to keep in touch, but everytime I get the oppurtunity..
It just slips away like a bar of slippery soap.

So I wanna say sorry..

Hindi ako sa hindi namamansin.
I just didn't have the proper materials to do so.

Pa-putol putol ang pagttxt ko kc nakailang palit na ako ng charger.
Pero, laging nawawala. Hay.
Yung laptop nmin, nabasag ang screen which led to a 3 month repair
kasi galing ibang country pa yung screen.

So ayun, pero hindi ako nakakalimot. PROMISE.
Kahit itanong nyo pa sa mga tao dito sa house ko,
kapag naririnig ko ang "Tonight" pati "Moment of Truth"
..wala na, baha na.. No joke un.

So, I hope you will understand. Kaya nga kahit papano, I make it a point
na mabati ko kayo tuwing 27th of the Month dba?

HINDI AKO NAKAKALIMOT.

so ayun, SORRY. That's the only word I want to say right now.

I guess that's the appropriate word to say.

MALDITAS, MALDITOS, SIDEKiX.

.you should know that I MISS YOU GUYS SOOOO MUCH!.

.I LOVE YOU GUYZ!

//julznicole15//

.could i manage to forget?.

2009-03-29T00:20:00.000-07:00

.DO YOU REALLY THINK MAKAKALIMUTAN KO SILA?.

ito na.. :)

'GEN;TFF;CamMate' - dati, i cannot imagine a life without my friends, now napatunayan ko un when I met u guyz! The thank you list is kinda long aa.. Thank you for:

being a friend who is very reliable

being frank about my actions

bringing out the best in me

making me feel important

making me realize that I have true friends

being my laughtrip partner

being my 'camMate'

filling an open puzzle in my life

being the gift I asked from God in school

Sorry list is also kinda long. ahahaha, Sorry for:

being numb about what i should really feel

being brattinela with things

constantly being maldita

all the negativity I showed

all the times I made you feel bad

all the horrible memories that I want to forget already

and SORRY if I have not met your standards when looking for a friend. I tried my best.

I am very lucky to have a friend like you. My cammate, my TFF, my gift from God.

I love you TFF!

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'NICA;TFF;H-Mate'- as I said, I am very fortunate to have such lovely friends that I am sure that I can trust. I always ask God for a friend that will be true to me, He gave me Gen and Nica. My thank you list is once again, LONG.

Here goes, Thank you for:

accepting me as your friend even if it was againts your will at first

understanding my problems

making every minute I talk to you worthwile

always being very supportive

being down-to earth

being always full of humor and positive thoughts

bringing me in the world of anti-sad

keeping my crushes a secret even if you have every reason to blurt it out

consistently proving to me that God gave me a tremendous gift

And my SORRY LIST, sorry for:

not realizing my mistakes which will offend you

all the non-sense quarrels which I have started

being mataray

all the bad memories I wish I never made

all the times I made you feel bad

the wrong traits which you find inappropriate

not being able to give what you deserve as a great friend

Never have I regretted a day with you. My h-mate, My TFF, My wish from God.

I love you TFF!

Gen, Nica! I love you very much guyz! Looking forward to more great years with you!

.to my fellow andromedas. //yess, serious?//

2009-03-28T23:12:00.000-07:00

.to my classmates: here are my messages for you. :)

MALDITAS:

'Car;Pirate.03' - ..uyy! thanks for being the person that you are! .kahit may issues na nabuo between us, you still are a friend which I'm sure I can trust!. .Thanks for always making me laugh. .AUTI ka ee!. .ahaha, sorry din sa mga negativity na nakita mo sakin. i'll miss you soooo much!. .pirates;arrrrghh!. ;p

'Nk;Beans' -..wahhh, thanks for always cracking up jokes (which are always in the perfect timing) and being the understanding Nekki that you really are. .even though we had misunderstandings nung start ng SY, I still had fun with you!. Sorry din sa mga negative traits na nakita sakin! i'll miss yah!.. XD

'May;Kubz' - ..yoh! supp dude?.. ahaha, yess may! thanks for being my friend for how many years now! adiik ka din noh?. .kahit nag-gagalitgalitan ako sayo dati, wala ring masasabi sa friendship na binigay mo!. yess! .sorry kung nagtataray ako sayo a lot of times.. aminado naman ako dun.. hahahaha.. i'll miss you kubz! :)

MALDITOS:

'Zeke;Cestor' - .mano po. :D ZeKE! Thank you for always giving the best advice (especially coming from a ?boy? like you) .. parang kay may, kahit nagtataray ako, ang tiyaga mo! Kaibigan kang tunay! ..haneep!.. .SORRY for all the bad traits and i'll miss you cestor!. :]

'Kyle;Seatmate-sa-Right' - .yoh dude! ahaha, thanks for being the witty person that manages to make me laugh even when i feel soooo down. Definitely, yellow person ka. :) Sorry if at time pag badtrip ako, ndi ako nakakausap ng matino! I'm trying so hard to make it up with you guyz!. kita kitz nalang aa. mamimiss kita! :D

'Charles;"emoturnedinspired"- .oi! mustah Canada? Thanks for always making me laugh non-stop in school, and for being a person I can talk to seriously din. Sorry if I rub it in on you too much, pag galit ako sa iba, minsan sa inyo ko nalalabas. .ahaha, i regret the days i said those. uyy,. paramdam ka naman oh, i will miss you super!. :D

SIDEKiX:

'Hazel;H-Banana' - .ZEL!! Thanks for being the super sweet friend I have for many years now. Thanks for always flashing the smile na pati kami napapatawa din. Sorry if at times masungit talaga ako. I'll miss those days na tawa lang tayo ng tawa. I'll miss you very much HB! =)

'Fay;FriendshipTester' - .uyy! Thank you kasi after all these years, naaalala mo parin lahat ng cnabi ko sayo about my faves. You also keep my gifts and i'm sure na makikita ko parin ung mga un. Sorry kc minsan ndi ko kayo pinapansin. i'll miss yah! :>

'Natz;theFriendlyGiant' - Thanks for always being the helpful friend I have. Naenjoy ko tlga ung swimming moments natin. Sorry sa mga png-aasar ko saiyo dati. I'll miss you! Sobra! ;p

'Bea;Phil's Chicken' - .Bea! 'Anak ka ng Tokwa!' ahaha, thanks for being such a good friend whos always there to help with problems! Sorry sa mga pang-aasar kay you-know-who. Kay Philip, ahaha.. pero pwde naman tlga kau ee.. hahaha, ang cute nyo nga ee.. i'll miss you Beii!!.. :)

'Shaira;SuperBrenda' - .Thank you sa mga memories and stories na kinuwento mo. Sorry sa mga pang-aaasar at pag minsan ndi kita pinapansin! Mamimiss kita, Shai! :D

H-Mates:

'Philip;Hommie' - .sup. tsp tsp tsp. ahaha. Thanks for being the cool dude and the cool friend. Sorry kung inaasar ko kayo ni Bea but were just pushing the great match! .hahaha. do u think u can teach me the 'How to be Ganstah?' hahaha.. I'll miss yah Phil! :)

'Aldo'- .wala kcng nickname ee. Thank you for understanding my dillemas and still manage to help kahit harsh ako sayo lalo na tuwing groupworks. Sorry sa ndi pag pansin sayo for 2 years?. ahaha, wow, now i realize na ang sama ko naman talaga . aun. ahaha. FRIENDS? .

'Manny;Yanemo' - Thanks for being the friend I have and the txtmate na kinagulat ko. Sorry dun sa away-bati method natin. ahaha. Thanks also sa pagiging emo which (minsan lang naman) can be funny at times. woo! Thanks for teaching me stuff I don't really need to know, ahaha!

Mga SeatMates:

'Keanu;SeatmateSaLeft' - uyy! Salamat kasi napapatawa mo ako and alam mo ang limits mo pagdating sa problems ko. Yess naman. Sorry kc maldita ako at times, un tlga ako ee. Sorry din kung naaasar kita , whaaa! okay lang! naging auti nga ako nung naging katabi ko kayo ni Kyle ee! I'll miss yah Kean! =]

'Milo;Kyle's-stalker' - uyy, thanks for cracking jokes that can sometimes be funny and sometimes not. Ahahahaha, thanks also for letting me ask favors from you. Sorry if I can be brattitay and maldita, I'll miss yah Milo! :) GO Champ?

'Kim;Sisturr' - KIMIE! Thanks for being such a tremendous friend considering na maldita nga ako. Thanks din for capturing our special moments! Sorry nga sa pagiging brattinela! Sa mga mataray moments ko sayo, I'll miss yah Sisturr!

Mga Makukulit (in a good way=]):

'Justine;"MadScientist"- .Uyy, thanks for being the ever so reliable Math and Science tutor. ahaha, thanks din for making dull moments alive. Sorry for being maldita and mapanglait. ahahaha, i'll try to decrease that!. I'll miss yah Jus, kitakits!

'Poncy'- .isa ka pa! wala ka ding nickname! ahaha, thanks for always making me laugh kapag napapadaan ako. Hahaha, Sorry for being mataray nga pala and always using 'her' as threat. I'll miss you din, Ponch! :))

OTHERS:

'Angel' - Thanks for all the memories we shared and Sorry for the bad ones i've created. Thanks Pres!

.aun, to all andromedas, i love yah guyz! i'll nver regret a day in our classroom that i've spent with you guyz!

//i know i'll never be complete//

2009-03-07T04:02:00.000-08:00

ohhh.. DEMON-MALDITA LOOVE.. :)
"i know i'll never be complete w/o you" -julianne benitez

RECOGNITION DAY kahapon..
[ayiee.na-recognize silaaaaa. :)]
PARENTS APPRECIATION DIN kahapon..
[ayieee.na-touch silaaaa. :)]

last week na ng GRADE 7 this week..
bakit parang meron parin?..

i want to say SORRY..
G7- kasi naging maldita ako [literally] sa inyooo.. basta.. angdami.. :))

DEMONS- walang iwanan aa. :p kita-kits parin. :) oh-hanep!
MALDITAS- //.mahal ko kayoo!. sama sama parin aa.//
MALDITOS- .bastah kitakita ah!. walang ndi kilala!?. :D
SiDEKiX- //mga ehem. :) hehe.mamimiss ko kayo//

Bakit ganuuun?! kailangan pa ba maghiwahiwalay!?!
Para sa DEMONS and MALDITAS:

"I want to scream to the whole world that I have friends like you, but i'm just going to keep it to myself because i'm afraid someone might take you away from me. I think i might die"

.i loooooooove you GUYZ!.

.ANDROMEDA- "we did it!"

-piiirraaaaaaaaate1.10-